- Stephen Chbosky

Happy Ending, someday.

This goes out to all of the people who have been broken but have been strong enough to let go. For the people who have hurt so badly that they felt they could never love again, but kept their head up. For those who feel like going back to their old lover would put all the pieces back where they belong and everything would fit, but accept the cold hard truth instead. For the people that learn from their mistakes and never stop moving forward, even when they take two steps back. For the people that wish loneliness wasn’t a part of them, but put up with it anyhow. For the people that are okay with taking up all of the room in the bed, even if sometimes it feels a little empty. For the people who wake up in the morning with no missed calls, but smile anyway. For the people that periodically miss the past, but are so much more excited for the future. For the people that have wounds still healing.For the people that have so much tied to their past relationship, but break those chains to start fresh. For the people that want to look back so badly, but focus on the road ahead. For the people that pick up the phone so tempted to call, but keep their dignity in tact instead. For the people that never wanted to let go, but had to. For the people that still believe in love even after all of the hurt their heart has endured. For all the people that gave up not because they were weak, but because most times it’s better just to let go. We’ll get our happy ending someday.

It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. The smart ones keep themselves to themselves for good reasons. Why would you want to tell anyone anything that’s dear to you? Even when you feel like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? It’s so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can’t say the things you want to.

so you keep..

Sometimes there’s no huge fight that marks the end of a friendship. No falling out, no major disagreement. Sometimes it just falls apart for no good reason. Distance. New relationships. Priorities. Somehow these things can become more important than your connection; they shouldn’t but they do. And as we get older we tend to downsize, prioritize. Trim the corners of our lives, keeping what’s important and discarding what isn’t. Sometimes we stop needing people in our lives and it isn’t even conscious. No one wakes up in the morning actively thinking “Hmm, I think I’ll stop being friends with so-and-so today.” It just goes out with an empty fizz, like a cigarette hitting the bottom of a Coke can. It happens as you grow up; you find out who you are, and what you want, and then you find out that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. And so you keep the wonderful memories,

but find yourself moving on.

passage of time

It is always so difficult to accept that someone isn’t going to be part of your life anymore, especially when you’re so young and you think there is still hope for them to somehow make their way into your lives later on.
But in some cases, time can’t change anything.
I mean, unless in the future someone invents something to bring people back to life, I’m never going to see him again. I’m never going to laugh with him or travel with him or have him sit me down and give me the best speeches. And in others, time can’t change the fact that some things just end.
Like when you drift apart from a best friend.
You hope that they call you out of the blue and you can pick up where you left off and be friends again, but they won’t because your friendship did end all those years ago. It’s absolutely crushing how some people who used to be these huge parts of your life become mere memories.

What is hardest to accept about the passage of time is that some people who once mattered the most to us end being wrapped up in parentheses.

别人为你多走了几里路，你也不厌其烦为他们多走几里路。
有时候你会希望自己不会是别人选择下省略掉的那位，
可是你也曾经不经意地做过这样的事情。

月光 王宏恩

When you share everything with me, telling me your whole day event, happy or grief
sharing the movie you've just watched, how nice it was, how you enjoy taking a bus with your family, it recalled a lot of your childhood memories
or simply feeling sad about your favourite basketball team lost a match.
love when your message shows up on my phone screen every morning,
smile when you greet me morning, and wish me a blissful day
i seldom smile in the morning, especially when i just woke up, i don't even want to talk at that time, but...
i laugh, when you tell me you wake up that early is just for sending me a message.

And there's once when i feel that we're together.

全然交托

很疲倦...
到底这话要喊多少次，才真正懂得放下重担，把自己交托给主呢

对我说 jiayou 呗 ^^、

看不明的物理题，还有一堆堆的功课和测验... 时间好像不够用，精神也随之支撑不住了。

很疲倦...

又翻看你的主页了... ...

我也很想你...='))

Your name ^^

你在哪里? .....heeee :))

我总爱那样问你

因为你常到外公干，也常去旅游

你的信息总能把我带到好多好多有趣的地方 =)

你在那里... 不远不远 =))

很漂亮、很幸福的天堂 :)

有天，我们就在那儿相遇 :))

假期

看完了《北京爱情故事》

没有结局的结局.. 更让人去思想故事情节、内容带出的意义 =))

"“三天之后你要是拿不下来，从此之后你就要听从我们两个人的教诲，从此停止你对全世界妇女同胞们的残害和罪恶行径，把你过胜的雄性荷尔蒙平均的分摊到造福造国利国利民的前途大业上！只爱一个姑娘，只谈一段感情，如果自食其言，你挥刀自宫！”

"我了解她，就像农民伯伯了解大粪一样。"

"我没闹，闹的是这生活，这个世界！"

"哥们儿最近遇见一个人，他让我觉得自己武艺全失功力尽废。"

"这种感觉可以让一个正常人变得跟白痴一样。就是说，你以前所有认为是白痴的事情，你现在都会一个不落的全做，把你自己形象毁了之后，你会后悔莫及，等第二天早上醒了，你会继续义无反顾地加入白痴的行列。"

"我再免费告诉你，晚上尽量少出门，据科学证明，你在晚上会做一些自认为深沉浪漫，却智商为0的事情，这种几率比白天多多了。据说是跟月亮和潮汐有关系。"

"我爱你，跟你没关系。"

它的经典台词实在多... 是真的挺不错的 ^^

今天是 998 ♥

明天 999 ♥

后天 1000 ♥♥♥

哈哈...曾经是我期盼又觉得遥远的...=))

虽然我们不会一同庆祝什么的...却会在心里彼此惦记 =))

虽然我们认识的时间不长久

但他确实是个很难忘的人 =))

boo!

这句话，其实我也不过是学回来的 =))

他教我的 =))

他就要离开的那天，晚上是这样信息我的 =))

第一次看见，就觉得这挺逗的 =))

回想起来，我们也不过见过那么一次 =))

可能，他很特别... 可能，我们之间还有好多...好多... 谈不上遗憾，也谈不上错过... =))

我是真的想你 =)) 偶尔偶尔 =))

想起早上收到他信息的日子 ... 想起他特意醒来信息我，再睡回去 =))

工作后，每一天早上舍不得那张床的说 =))

他生命里让我看见很多的不一样，惊奇的，有趣的，震撼的，敬佩的 =))

=)) 我想你 =)) 偶尔偶尔 =))

呵呵 =))

很想告诉你，我如今很幸福，我希望的，都在身边 =))

你也很幸福吧 =))

1st present -he- gave

用past tense...因为...都过去了...=))

它是一只鳄鱼...但我却称呼它小恐龙 ^^ hehe

把它转送给了敬伦 =)) 他蛮喜欢的，把它挂在房间里 

那曾经，只是曾经 ....=)

和他之间，我想，已经画上最完整的句号了 =)

感激遇见你

那天

拿起手机，我拨了通电话，好离奇的动作，我拨了给励康的号码

很想他，很想他...

有人那么问: 如果那号码有人回应，然后说自己是励康呢?

他们的言语中带着中害怕的疑问

然而我的感受却完全相反，想到如果这真的实现，心里有种莫名的喜悦，如浪般涌现，掀起的不只是一份心情，还让回忆浮现。根本没想太多，我只想要再一次和他聊聊天。

电话通了，他弟弟用了那号码。

我不会忘记，也无法忘记你 =')

时间一直离去，幸福就会成为心底的秘密

一路苦苦的、深深的烙印。

我会默默的向前走，纵然口中说着奇怪的理由，然而心中慢慢燃烧，沉浮的过程，温馨的时刻

我会拿起笔，圈圈点点的刻画出一片思念。

多么感激遇见你

在我生命里留下的，抹不去。

或许短暂，但只要相信，我们会再相见

=))

还好，你还在 =))

能陪你一路走，直到见主面的能有谁?

我不要再失去你们任何一个


be good, my dear friend
=)

=')

You ppromise
you promise to teach me bass someday
you promise u will come to ipoh. hey, mom has agreed for u staying in our house
and u said u will sing for me
I haven listened to you playing the piano or guitar for me
u'll be my tour guide when someday i go to singapore
probably u remember that , don't u?
and where's ur 3D layout, i only received ur brochure design
u have a great job, u've met a nice boss that u told me how much u like him, feeling how fortunate
aim for a BMW before u get married.
everything, u're doing so good .


..i'm...i'm sorry...kang...
i shouldn't be crying =')

It's not the end but the beginning.
u're smiling and rejoicing in God's embrace =))

I'll miss u =))
meet u again in His kingdom.

how much u mean to me, they won't understand...

It came too sudden.
No, no.
he's not leaving me like that, NO!
Lord...
Lord, if this is ur plan
may I ask ..why?
He just sent me a message on Tuesday, he did!

No, please please...
He plays basketball, that's his favourite, he is so excited for the arrival of every saturday.
He goes to gym every monday no matter how tired he is after work.
He takes so much care of his health. He's putting every effort to overcome the asthma
it can't be. it can't be like this! it shouldn't be like this!

you can't just leave ..
you can't .